Called for a purpose!

Welcome 2009

2008-12-30T02:10:00.010+08:00

It s 2am and i am still awake.!
Decided to blog after so so so long....

i got this pharse when thinking about stuff and ppl.

serious= commitment
High seriousness = high commitment

How serious are you or how commited are you? Do we just play around at times and just take things for granted or do we take things seriouly and know when is the time and season?

2008 its coming to an end and 2009 its reaching!

How you end of yr 2008 will determine how you enter into 2009..!

I am gonna start planning for 2009.
It will be the best year!Greater things are to be fulfilled and accomplished!

So far i am blessed by the all the things coming my way.Helping lillian,working at NGO on fri and a chance to meet a pre sch principle.

Pray for me to know where to go(work).
and Door of opportunities are open....

"God lead me in your ways,yr plans and ways are higher than mine.I will lean on you.Lovess."

Good nite.=)

The Installation of Love

2008-10-13T16:36:00.005+08:00

Just came across one of our zone mbrs blog and was blessed by this post..
The Installation of Love.. (From God's Help Desk)

The Instructive course by Tech Support to a Customer:
Tech Support: Yes, ... how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration,
I've decided to install Love.Can you guide me though the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do Ido first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you locatedyour Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is itokay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge andResentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from yourcurrent operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but itwill no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override LowSelf-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However,you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programsprevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invokeForgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge andResentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is thatnormal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program.You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already.
It says, "Error -Program not run on external components." What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up torun on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. Innon-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself beforeyou can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the followingfiles: "Forgive-Self ", "Realize Your Worth" ; and "Acknowledge your Limitations".

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The systemwill overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faultyprogramming.Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories andempty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and nevercomes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile isplaying on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselvesall over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventuallyeverything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running.One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it andits various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it withothers and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

Cold jokes...!

2008-10-08T15:47:00.021+08:00

~Seeing things at a different perspective~

ENJOY!! HA HA HA....

Why did the chicken cross the road?

-It had already crossed the road 999 times that day and wanted to make it 1000.
-The chicken had just had its head chopped off.
-The chicken was running late and took a short cut.
-It was blackmailed by a bully goose.
-Because he thought if a zebra could do it, so could he.
-To get away from the Colonel.
-Because it saw the chicken crossing sign.
-Why not?(related to my previous post)

Knock knock who's there?

-Doris.
Doris who?
Doris locked -- that's why I had to knock!

-Norma Lee
Norma Lee who?
Norma Lee I wouldnt be going around knocking on doors but I really need to go to the bathroom!

-Annie
Annie who?
Annie thing you can do, I can do better!

-Anymore
Anymore who?
Anymore of these jokes and I'm outta here!

-Nobody
Nobody who?
......
Nobody who??
......

Which is the funniest joke in the world?

-"Two hunters are out in the woods when one of them collapses. He doesn't seem to be breathing and his eyes are glazed. The other guy whips out his phone and calls the emergency services. He gasps, "My friend is dead! What can I do?". The operator says "Calm down. I can help. First, let's make sure he's dead." There is a silence, then a shot is heard. Back on the phone, the guy says "OK, now what?"

Why were the teacher's eyes crossed?

-She couldn't control her pupils!

Can you be sick upside down?

-You would throw down. (Instead of throwing up.)

What has more letters than the alphabet?

-The Post Office

Why did Mr Peanut get fired?

-Because he went nuts

How come the skeleton didnt go to the prom?

-The skeleton had "no body" to go with.

What kind of room has no doors or windows?

-Mush-room.

"Why not?"

2008-10-08T10:46:00.013+08:00

If can ask for more...WHY NOT?
What are we waiting for??
time waits for no man.
Make things happen NOW. =]

Two kinds of person:
1.Living in the past(Last time i was......)

2.Hoping for the future(Next time i will be.....)

WHAT ABOUT NOW?? =]

Let him who would enjoy a good future waste none of his present. -Roger Babson-

butterfiles

2008-10-07T16:45:00.003+08:00

.............i am having butterfiles..........

-Cherish Life-

2008-10-07T00:40:00.012+08:00

Just reached home.
Went for a frd's wake.(he is 28 yrs old,collasped and died)
When i was there, i thought to myself life is precious.Every mins and secs count,how we live our lives determined a lot....=]

I realised humans are weird ppl,when we have ppl around us like frds,family mbrs and etc.We take their love,care and concern for granted...when we lost them then we realised how impt they are to us...that's kind of sad.Dun take too long to say "i love you,i care for you,thank you,i appreciate you to the ppl around you....
Lets live our lives right....!

Just wanna say I LOVE YOU..To all the ppl that had came in my life and left a footprint behind!Thanks for everything! =]

1 COR 13:13
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is LOVE.

starbucks!

2008-09-04T00:28:00.006+08:00

was sick today, didnt went for work(attachment)....woke up at 1 plus..ate lunch and wenT to see doc at 3.30pm...doc gave me two days MC..cause my flu and cough will spread..so......thank God..ha ha ha...

went to have starbucks fellowship with my mbrs! It was really great...played games and share some experiences!and GUESS WAT? My beloved mbrs brought me a starbucks bottle for TEACHERS DAY.(i really loves it!has been aiming since two wks ago..)
Thanks guys ! ..They asked me to teach them more.NO problem.!
i promise i will teach and impact more things to all of you k?..
Lets grow stronger in God..faith to faith!

"The dream begins with a teacher who believes in you, who tugs and pushes and leads you to the next plateau, sometimes poking you with a sharp stick called "truth." ~Dan Rather~

"A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops."
~Henry Brooks Adams~

"A good teacher is like a candle - it consumes itself to light the way for others." ~Author Unknown~

"The mediocre teacher tells. The good teacher explains. The superior teacher demonstrates. The great teacher inspires. "
~William Arthur Ward~

Photos.. smiles

2008-09-02T23:55:00.009+08:00

Today was quite free from 3pm to 6pm..so took lots of pics in office ...ha ha ha...from the pics you will know that i am super duper free ha ha ha...*smiles*
Yeah Nix is soooo nice cancel tuition just to fellowship with us..
oh i miss her a lot... was still chatting with her on the phone before i left office for about 1h(she is the best listener! ha ha ha)..nix...i am blessed to have a frd like her..stay through with me.thats what buddy is for! hee hee..
after work,went to fellowship with nix,kai xin,cheng how and wei fang we ate fodue..woah was really fun!(lets go out more often)...=]
!Had a great time with them,thanks for fellowshipping kai xin!..
thank you nix for the beautiful belt!=]....i love it!

Advice for the day

2008-08-22T02:05:00.002+08:00

Putting restrictions on yourself isn't fun, but it is a heck of a great way to strengthen your values. Make sure that your actions are following your principles today -- you have to walk the walk, not just talk the talk. It's not always easy to be a consistent person, but it is necessary if you want to be a quality person that people admire. Being a hypocrite is a lot easier, but who likes a hypocrite? And don't forget that you are a role model for others. Take this responsibility seriously.

Duriannnn.....

2008-08-06T00:33:00.003+08:00

Today was quite a fruitful day!
woke up at 10 am to give tony bs.
tony is on fire !...came all the way from tampines to my house just to have bs.wow.
i was so proud and touched by his hunger towards the things of God.It really warm my heart and blessed me.I believe God moves in the heart of ppl.
Tony,keep on going..you can be great in God s kingdom...God has a plan for you.

mt 5:6
blessed are those who thirst and hunger for my righteousness, for they shall be filled.
Lets all be filled by God due to our hunger for Him!
More of Him and less of us!=]

After that went home to sleep ...or i can say that its a nap..ha ha ha
went to visit my grandma with my ma mooo(mum) in Nuh.thank God she is fine and discharging tmr!
Then then then we fellowship and tallked about "when i graduated,what kind of job i wanna work as".....laugh laugh laugh about different occupations...then she concluded that i should sign on for police...diao..
she thinks is a awesome and respected job...

But i concluded that i need to LOVE wat i am doing....
Lord, you know the desires of my heart...to serve you in full time!use me i pray..
Yr plan is higher than mine.i trust You !Lovesss God.

Anyway went dohby gaudt cause having sherin farewell dinner at 7.30pm. i was early...
Good job margaret!Being on time is late,being early is on time! Working on it!
So went to walk walk.then saw wei shan,jy and jieyi.So shan supposed to buy a new flats due to roughness to her flats.came to a shop where the heels are.she wore and look "down" at me...i look tiny and the bf may mind.ha ha ha.so ended up,guess wat ....who brought? I brought!! so they want me to wear on when we meetthe rest and throughout the dinner...it was fun..then i told shan:" you need to be with me k?"
She is faithful ,stayed throughout with me,by my side ensure my safety?...she is a funny girl./...acting pregnant and stuff...(jie yi will strongly agreed? )
=.=/its fun and relax being with her.

btw a note for my bestie SHERIN NG SHI MIN:
hey thanks for being an awesome frd these 8yrs.wow it had been a journey of laughter and cry through good and bad times...i gonna miss you when you are there at Sweden for 3 yrs.Find a good church,grow and rise up there! ha ha ha... i believed these 3 yrs gonna be life changing and eye-opening for you.God gonna and will moves in you and alvin lives...come back with kids k? i will surely help you baby sit them..! ha ha ha...SHER N ALVIN- A NEW JOURNEY BEGAN!BE BLESSED!LOVESSS...=]

After the dinner,went geylang with the rest to eat my favourite DURIAN!
I ATE LIKE 8 DURIANS....HA HA Ha...was really nice... i lovess durian.... it makes my day...so if you make me angry better buy durian.... kidding margaret angry?
she is sooo nice,how can she gets angry..ha ha ha...

Long and fruitful day...
gtg... wanna take time to linger in His presence....=]
getting ready for this fri cg , sat steamboat and sun svc.
next 2 wks gonna be great wks.morning prayer at heart of God church.
Prayer warrior and God seeker...

Finally.!

2008-07-31T01:36:00.003+08:00

After so long can again..know why???
casue i just recover back my blog password...ha ha ha...FINALLY!

Finally:
1.i can blog again casue password recover
2.i just finished my common test today...it was pretty gd(better than i expected)
wanna thank all those who have prayed for me and xiu that fasted for me.i am touched!thanks xiu!
3.i am gonna have 1 mth holiday till sept

Today went to evaluate wei shan,it was good...jia you, shan!You can be a great!
Had supper with shan,andy ,dor and ken... and we were saying shan should go sign on in army casue she really lovesssss singapore!singing national day song and many others..ha ha ha...oh ya next wk is national day.. will be having cg steamboat on sat yeah yeah...!w312 lets spent time together and build a united cg!

Suppose to go nixi house but its kinda late...so went home and now listening to a borrowed mp3 podcast by pst phil and pst ulf!Thanks andy...manhood...lending yr ipod and paying my yakult ha ha ha ....craving craving craving...adny will know wat i meant...
these few wks having lots of craving like:food,places to go,things to do and buy,movies and many more....ha ha ha...

Anyway,was really blessed by pst phil's sermon about leadership
GREAT LEADERSHIP:develops not dominant
release not restrict
train not blame
God places us at our workplace,sch,family for a purpose, to be a leader that leads!

Pst ulf
He talks bout wisdom...
wisdom:ability to see things above surface.
Be at the right place at the right time to the right ppl.
God will show wat i need...
if inability to make decsion,then need wisdom!
Discerment and wisdom goes hand in hand.
Wisdom will tell you what is really going on.If given strength or wisdom,take wisdom...wisdom will allows you to use yr strength wisely but strength alone is not enough casue you wont know where to go,what to do...=]

Want wisdom ? ask in faith!=]

Month of june

2008-06-12T11:43:00.005+08:00

So far the month of june has been great:
-Cg multiply!!
-Success Neos Camp!!
-Father s Day!
-21 Day prayer(keep on going!)
-Ck's b day coming ...=](wat should i buy??)

Prayer indeeed works..
2months ago,i prayer walk around my lab ,having a burden for my lab ppl.
Been A month of sowing .prayed,blessed them...most of them..After all the effort.God is faithful,one of my guy frd came for neos camp and received Jesus !! Yeah!!
I am so proud of him...Gonna pray that he will integrated into alvin s cg.(it can and should be done!)

-Lord,be with tak chi and let him feel His presence and taste yr goodness!-

Cg multiplied too, i am happy and thankful to God!
Wanna take this time to thank all my mbrs
hey guys and gals,
the months /yrs together with you all has been aweswome n enjoyable.
Its my privilage to serve you all...Thank you for running the vision! LeTS CONTINUE TO RUN the vision and do greater things for God.He is not done with us,this is the beginning of greater things to come!Lets sat hungry n open to the things of God.

Jo went off to London last night,i am sure she gonna enjoyed herself.
London-a place where love is around(quoted by nixi)
ha ha ha

Jo,take care see you soon in two wks time....
so JOL,lets rise up and grow the Zone!

This month is a month of growth and breakthrough...!!

"LIFT UP THE NAME OF GOD AND HE WILL DRAW ALL MEN!!"

Check out my Slide Show!

2008-05-22T16:18:00.001+08:00

narrow way

2008-05-20T04:28:00.004+08:00

I WILL BLESS THE LORD WITH MY SOUL!=]

I choose to take the narrow way........
No shortcut to success...
Life is a journey.

Pray,PRay,PRAy,PRAY!!!

Lord,
there must be something more.
take me TO the place you have destined for me.
Let it be according to yr will and word.

Be with me... <3
MaR =]

OWNership

2008-04-30T02:43:00.003+08:00

Just came back from leader s meeting...
Pst aries shared about taking OWNership & Prayer...
Mk 11:17,23-25-My house shall be a house of prayer!whatever you ask,believe that you will receive,AMen!!

Mt 9:37-38-Harvest truly is plentiful,but the laborers are few.Therefore PRAY to the Lord of harvest to SEND OUT(not sitting n waiting around)laborers into His harvest..

Lk 10 :1-2
Jesus send them out two by two.....

ownershiP-OWN ....Dictionary defined as "The state of being an owner; the right to own; exclusive right of possession; legal or just claim or title; proprietorship."

Wat are some of things we own??

Our family
Our cg
Our life
Our army camp,work,school

Are we taking ownership or waiting for ppl/leaders/pst to tell us wat to do,giving us ideas and solution from time to time....?

I believe one of the way to take ownership is to PRAY!Are we praying enough??
Having the burden once again to prayer walk,fast and having prayer conferences ...
We are only effective when we pray...Is not just getting our frds to church but seeing their lives changed like how you and i were changed when we know the Lord.
Lets take ownership of our schools and do wat it takes to see ppl knowing our Good GOD! Prayer is the key...have Faith and pray!desire comes but through prayer becomes reality....from logos to rhema...everything becomes possible...

Lord,i ask of you to send me out to the harvest..
i will take ownership of my life and other areas of my life..
Give me a vision greater than myself..Let yr will be done!
Let my prayers be heard by you....Knocking on heavens door...

ps:use me tmr when i goes to sch,let yr presence be felt in my school lab and everywhere i go i will carry yr presence....

LOve,
mar

Confidence!!

2008-04-23T16:41:00.003+08:00

recently,just started reading a book " the confident woman "...it was a bday gift(part 1).thanks Ck !
Was really blessed by it.
some points to help us to be a confident person in christ..

A confident person:

-open to learning...
-do not concentrate on weaknesses...
(so wats yr strength? 'focus on it...whatever you focus GROWS!')
-make it a habit to think and act positively
when you have confidence, you dont have to pretned to be someboday you're not,casue you are secure in who you are.(you are a child of God =])
-gives yourself permission to be different and unique.

A confident woman:
1.Knows that she is loved
God does not love us IF..HE loves us the way we are...

2.Refuses to live in fear
FAith is confidence in God & a belief that His promises are true.
Faith cause you to go forward,try new things(God is a God of new things,yeah!)& be aggressive.
Lear to live beyong yr feelings.

3.is positive
Being positive/negative is a choice.(make a choice today!)
Expects something good
Look at things from God perspective

4.Recovers from setbacks
Dun see failure as setback.(God set us up to test our faith).
You fail only when you stop trying.

5.Avoid comparisons
Another person can an example to us but should never be our standard.
Our joy should not be found in being better than others nut in the best we can be...

6.Takes action
7.Does not live in "if only" and "what if"
It is not our abilities that God desires but it is our avaiblility He wants...

make a choice and confess " i am gonna be a confident person today".....
God has a plan for us, lets step out by faith and be confident! =]

2008-04-10T13:45:00.007+08:00

Xiu-Mar-Ni ------>frds for life....

2008-03-26T04:27:00.017+08:00

Glad...!

2008-03-26T03:36:00.016+08:00

=[....actually suppose to publish post at 3.30am...but eugene sent me a you-tube link..i click on it and there goes my post....flew away..gone!
Btw eugene thanks for the nkjv bible, i loved it!=]

anyway, i will blog again...since i am quite good at doing things repeatedlly.. like how i share my "sky of love" story with many...ha ha ha it has been so long i blog ...now its 3.42am..good morning... it has been wks /mths that i blogged .. Things has been great in my life!wks ago,Was really blessed by pst sermon about servanthood and the altar call to serve as full time worker for God...before that svc, was thinking through about my future ,plans after poly and etc...but the Lord double confirmed it and speak to me during the svc. Wherever HE calls,i will go.
"let Yr will be done in my life,be with me and let yr hands be upon me i pray"
I am learning to be a better leader and a disciple....*(readers ,keep me in yr prayerss)*

As for my cg,W312,has been growing,thank God for that....I can see you guys and gals rising up and getting stronger each day...let s stay strong,stable and spiritual for God.Yeah? God has a purpose for our lives,families,marketplace...Lets be willing to be use by Him... i just wanna say i am proud of you, i am not say /show much but i thank God for you all..you all have been a blessing to me..lovess...

Okay, there s a reason why i am so eager to blog, casue i was so blessed when i was viewing one of my younger mbr's blog...I can see the love and the child like faith he has for God (i am so touched),he may not be perfect but he serves and loves a perfect sarvior.ALex, keep on going ya? I am standing with you in prayer that yr breakthrough will come,believing that yr mom will allow you to come to church everywk..keep on Asking Seeking Knocking on heavens door by praying and fasting...God is faithful! =]
LOve ya...i can see that you have changed so much from the first day i know you.

wanna live my life to the fulness!Wanna have faith in every areas of my life...

"Lord,let my hands be yr hands..
my eyes be yr eyes....
my mouth be yr mouth...
anoint me i pray,
let yr presence be upon me...
always be with me..lovess."

wow!!LOVING GOD MORE!!!=]

2007-12-07T01:03:00.000+08:00

wow..it been so so so long that i came in to blog..sorry guys..
just wanna say that i have been so blessed by God !!He has make it true for me, in my life..i can say that i love God more than i love Him yst..falling in love with Him...

few wks back,i decided to write down all the blessing and God s spoken word in my life..wow..guess wat..right now when i looked back,i am so thankful for all the things He has done in my life...He has not only blessed me Financially,in relationships with ppl ,in my ministry but in my walk with Him it has grown to a whole new level!!! falling in Love with Him once again..
indeed "eyes has not seen nor eras has heard ,nor has entered into the hearts of man whatever God has prepared for me" i am amazed and overwhlemed by His presence and favor uopn me..more than that really excited for higher,greater and new things He has for me...indeed is my privillage to KNOW YOU..tHANKS!

last thurs while i was praying at powerhouse,the Lord spoke to me..gave me a word..(was asking Him to give me a word) thats why is impt to pray and connect with Him!!

Is about the story about moses(discipler) and joshua(the disciple)...
As joshua was the next line
then i was reminded about jo and i...
SOME OF THE QUANLITIES BEING THE NEXT INLINE:

1)Wholly followed the Lord
Num 32:12
a)took time to linger in presence of God(*impt*)

2)Positive (out of the 10 spies,he was one of the positive guy,knowing ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE WITH GOD)
Num 13:16,30

3)Well able(capable)

meaning of capable:having the ability or capacity

4)Took ownership
Num 14:6-9
he took ownership of his ppl without moses asking him to do so..

5)Full of the spirit of wisdom
Deut 34:9

6)Grounded in God s word
Joshua 1:8

wow..izzit that powerful?
More than just being positive,well able,taking ownership and full of teh spirit of wisdom..lets take some time to linger IN HIS PRESENCE ,never let Him God until we have encountered and touched Him...and of course know His word well..God do speaks ,He speaks through His word..But remeber at the end of the day God is the one that promotes...=]

lets stay focus,committed to His cause...laying down our lives for Him!!
Through us many will get to know(experience Him)..

Hope you are blessed!

=]

"Excuse me, Are you Jesus?"

2007-10-17T02:20:00.000+08:00

> A few years ago a group of salesmen went to a regional sales
> convention in
> Chicago.
> They had assured their wives that they would be home in plenty
> of time for
> Friday night's dinner.
>
> In their rush, with tickets and briefcases, one of these
> salesmen
> inadvertently kicked over a table which held a display of
> apples. Apples
> flew everywhere. Without stopping or looking back, they all
> managed to
> reach the plane in time for their nearly missed boarding.
>
> ALL BUT ONE !!!
> He paused, took a deep breath, got in touch with his feelings,
> and experienced a twinge of compassion for the girl whose apple
> stand had
> been overturned.
>
> He told his buddies to go on without him, waved good-bye, told
> one of them
> to call his wife when they arrived at their home destination and
> explain
> his taking a later flight. Then he returned to the terminal
> where the
> apples were all over the terminal floor.
>
> He was glad he did.
>
> The 16 year old girl was totally blind! She was softly crying,
> tears
> running down her cheeks in frustration,
> and at the same time helplessly groping for her spilled produce
> as the
> crowd swirled about her,
> no one stopping and no one to care for her plight.
>
> The salesman knelt on the floor with her, gathered up the
> apples, put them
> back on the table, and helped organize her display.
> As he did this, he noticed that many of them had become battered
> and
> bruised; these he set aside in another basket.
>
> When he had finished, he pulled out his wallet and said to the
> girl,
> "Here, please take this $40 for the damage we did. Are you okay?"
> She nodded through her tears.
> He continued on with, "I hope we didn't spoil your day too badly."
>
> As the salesman started to walk away, the bewildered blind girl
> called out
> to him, "Mister...."
> He paused and turned to look back into those blind eyes.
> She continued, "Are you Jesus?"
>
> He stopped in mid-stride, and he wondered.
> Then slowly he made his way to catch the later flight with that
> question
> burning and bouncing about in his soul:
> "Are you Jesus?"
> Do people mistake you for Jesus?
> That's our destiny, is it not? To be so much like Jesus that
> people cannot
> tell the
> difference as we live and interact with a world that is blind to
> His love,
> life, and grace.
>
> If we claim to know Him, we should live, walk, and act as He
> would.
> Knowing Him is more than simply quoting Scripture and going to
> church.
> It's actually living the Word as life unfolds day to day.
>
> You are the apple of His eye even though we, too, have been
> bruised by a
> fall.
> He stopped what He was doing and picked you and me up on a hill
> called
> Calvary and paid in full for our damaged fruit.

wow..what an awesome story...lets be like Jesus wherever we go....=]

God is my good shepherd!

2007-10-06T03:35:00.000+08:00

hey God,
thank you for yr faithfulness...
nothing can express my gratitude to you...
this word good shepherd suddenly hit me..
its so impt to have a good shepherd leading you...
the greatest shepherd indeed is Jesus our Lord..
He never fail to lead ,encourage and us give us His life ..
wow..thats Jesus ..my idol!
He always know wat we are going through and never fails to lift us each time,
alway(never never fail )to see the potential in us!

i want to be like Jesus a good shepherd,leading ppl around me,accepts the way ppl are...(not just wanting to change their life but demostrates His love )not just talk the talk but walk the walk...

Lord, today lead ,show and teach me in all yr ways,break my heart for wat breaks yours..Let yr will be my will..i give you my all for all of You!I want to a man after yr heart..nothing else..i am willing to walk on water..do as you will..
Thank you for the promises you have made,thank you for gift of life you gave..always i will sing yr prasie!!Love ya~!=]

all the best to those who are having exams!!

2007-10-04T03:23:00.000+08:00

TO my dearest mbrs/students...attention(put down all your books and listen to me) **ALL THE BEST FOR YR EXAMS...** ha ha ha

i know you guys have been mugging very very hard...so proud of you guys
keep on going and study hard k?Do yr best and God will do the rest!
remember to hit yr 20hrs study hours k? dun bully keeve....=]
let s help one another.

2 Tim 4:7
i have fought the good fight,i have finished the race,i have kept the faith.

This wk gonna be an awesome weekend svc with pst,because its ...........
VISION WEEKEND!!!So lets get ready and prepared for the vision... .
lets run the vision together with pst...i believe God is gonna do a new thing in our church,cg and our life...lets be excited!!
indeed this is the begining of greater things to come...lets hop on and run the vision...if God gives the vision HE WILL give the provision!
i believe the upcoming A & B GONNA BE A TIME WHERER God will move mightily in our lives..more than that we are bulding a house for our ABBA FATHER... it always take a group of willing and selfless ppl to arise and build Him a house!!

remember pst always say :our hearts are full but our pockets are empty.unequal amount equal sacrifice

wanna take this time to tell val and ray that i am so proud of you guys..
making a decision to love God and be planted in the house of God...good!!
keep on running the race k? i believe God has a plan and purpose for you!

and also i am so proud of keeve,despite in the midst of his exams ,he caME for the discipleship class today ....i know is a sacrifice that he has made..but dun worry ,he has been mugging very hard too~!thanks keeve !love ya!!=]

PRAYER works!! =]

2007-09-25T03:12:00.000+08:00

Hi all... finally i find some time to write.

Hope that i can bring some resurrection power to the Blog site too =)

Matthew 18:4
Therefore whoever humbles himself as
this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.

Anyway just a revelation from 1 of my fellowship with mbrs (kangwei, silvester, foster and rachel)
Kangwei was speaking to me about why we must alway humble ourselves 1st b4 we can experience
God's annointing POWER.

Just image.....
that God have such a long long hand, that it take someone to kneel down inorder for him to
experience God touch of power. This implied to us too.... Guys and Gals... God is looking
high and low for this 1 person who is willing to humble himself down to experience the
touch of God. Guys and Gals... we are all equal in Christ our source of strenght is from
God and no one else. So let really be a person full of huminity and allow God supernatural
to flow thru us =)

Guys and Gals... you see thru this fellowship i learn so much things =) so let be more
into coming and join us to share our heart out. =)

[Being more Christ-like]

2007-09-05T12:46:00.000+08:00

was reading dr.joyce meyer's book about the battlefield of the mind...
to have the mind of christ is to THINK POSITIVELY!!
So lets think let how God thinks and start confessing,mediating and speaking postive words!! Abundance of the heart ,the mouth speaks...out of the heart flows issue of life!!Guide yr heart and mind...STAY POSITIVE!!always look on the bright side of life!!Yeah.......

just wanna say a big thank you to MY Lord..for opening doors for me...
so happy!! doing more things in my zone..yeah!! just received a call from jo..
asked me help her take cgs and many more!!
i know all this opportunties is from the Lord..

got tagged by dor....

2007-08-31T05:57:00.000+08:00

COMPLETE THESE SENTENCES.
THE 30 SENTENCE MEME!
Tag 3 people to do the meme when completed....

guess wat i am the chosen one to tag about 30 things..faint..so much...
dor dor!!
okokie..i should obey the rules and join in the fun n flow!!..ha ha ha
hope this will let you know me better...ha ha ha..

1.Loves:God( the one who touches and changes my life =] )2.Loves:chc,jol,w312(this is where i belong)
3.LOves:jo(my leader:best and awesome)nixi(always ensure i am not flaring my temper by saying ohmmmmm),xiu(always never fail to open here house to let me stay overnight and josephine cheang(always there to listen my complainssss)ma ma(never never fails to provide anything and Everything fo me:award- best mom of the world)
6.Loves:pst kong(my hero n idol),Sun(she will always be my idol(i am in her fan club))
5.Loves:to fellowship..in fact is one of my 2 mths goal to fellowship more with ppl around me..(i am ready!!)
6.Loves:to watch any movie/per wk(if i have the money...ha ha ha!!)
7.Loves: to watch spongebob...woohoo my fav cartoon character..so cool and cute!
8.Loves:pink ( never fail to attract me)
9.Tends to drool when sleeping...(ended up in a flood when awake..joking..)
10.Tends to respond one of the loudest during pst preaching..
11.Never fail to eat sweets during preaching and share with the person sitting next to me..
12.Tends use a lot of facial foam and cleanser cream(to ensure all dirts and all kind of stuff is off my face)
13.Quite a Jie Pi person : wont share straw with someone that bite straw, will ensure when overnight at someone s house( the ppl around needs to BATH!)
14.i am a night person not so much of a morning person UNLESS have appointments.
15.I have super sweaty palms..(if you cant take the sweat:dun sit beside me during PM and SVCes..)
15.Dislikes:ppl to touch me..sensitive body(weird?? thats why love language physical touch result:0%,Lord heal me!! ha ha )
16.frequent word used:Jia you! come on!!(guess my mbrs know best)
17.not a very high tech and computer person, pefers to tok,tok,tok and tok!!
18.Loves to memorise lyrics
19.guess i have the most energy in the world(never say tired!! ha ha ha )
20.as of now loves to eat beef hor fan and drink milk tea from hong kong cafe
21.i have lots and lots of note book(different kinds,think i can open a notebook shop..belives that details determine destiny..got to pen down all details..*impt*)
22.i am a hiong woman...always go the extra mile..and sometimes ppl are amazed//
23.wanna go night safari or zoo..(dunno why?)
24.wanna go bible sch 2009..(yeah)
25.wanna mulitply cg asap(A-ask S-seek A-ask again P-pray)
26.tends to be more spiritual in the morning and wild at night...(dun ask me why?)
27.wanna give a 10,000 tithe
28.wanna do more things in the zone
29.desire:do wat God wants me to do !!!(i am ready !)
30.desire:Love for God will be deeper and stronger compared to the first day i know Him...

3 persons to tag:Jo(my leader),nixi,xiu

its so early..good morning ,going to sleep now..then go visit teacher with fang,send of my idol SUN, going cg(will be A GREAT one..mbrs get ready k?) and go super with xiu they all...yeah..gonna be a fruitful day!Lord be with me in all the things i am doing ....Thank You Love you!its a joy serving you!! =]

sowing and reaping!

2007-08-30T01:48:00.000+08:00

sunddenly have so much to blog..ha ha ha..myabe too long didnt blog, thats why..
(all the words stuck in my heart)...now wanna pour it all..ha ha ha!

just finished reading fang's blog..
thats what she wrote:

MAR-thanks for being there thru good/bad times,always a loving spiritual mother,at times im rebellious,do wrong things.mar u are always the one believing in my calling,helping me to grow stronger day by day.u indeed impacted my life so much that words cannot express how much i wanna thank you for making a better person since the day i came to know the Lord!all the things i've learnt,caught,willbe kept and used in this time!!=)

When i read that i know i have impacted and touched someone s life...
this is all wat life is all about..amen? =]
a few words to FANG(my diciple:the first few mbrs i lead when i become a cgl)

F:Faithful ( those who are faithful in little things will be given much!)
A:Availablility ( one of the impt quanlity to be God s disciple)
N:Nice( always smiling and nice to everyone)
G:God seeker(dan 11:32-those who know tehir God shall be strong and carry out great exploits)

She is someone that i have known from the first day, she came to church(as a young christian)till now.She had grown so much..wow..more spiritual ,sensitive and sharper.fang,i believe this is just the begining of greater things to come..Lets hold on to our vision..run the race for God..impacting ppl's lives wherever we go..!want to see you grow even stronger and closer to God..(not by power not by night BUT by His spirit..)you want yr ministry to go far..walk with Him for the rest of yr life! thanks for adding life into my life,i thank God for you!you have indeed been a blessing to me..not jut a mbr but also a frd...Love ya love ya..if theres anything you want to share ,can always come to me...call hotline:my hp number...it operates 24/7 just to be yr listening earsss!!ha ha ha...quickly rise up and do great things for Him!=]will keep in my prayer!

i believe when i send out my best..God will give me the rest!!
sow n reap!=]

photos

2007-08-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

God is fast! He cares for our need! =]

2007-08-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

God is really fast...answered my prayer request in 48 mins!.(last blog at 12.16 )
my mbr just msged me saying that we can use his house for cg!!
and guess wat is at the east!God never fail to anwser our prayers(small or big prayers as long its in His will) ha ha ha..lets never stop praying!! prayer changes nation and everything in yr life/...yeah!His goodness never fails!!

its a Privilege !!!

2007-08-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

it been so long that i blog..
cause having exams...so busy studying(overnight).

yeah!! exams are over!! woohoo woohoo...hallelujah!
just finshed exams yst.. so got to enjoyed life..

things that i want to do during this 2 mths holiday:
1)meet up and spent QT with ppl around me
2)spent time reading spiritual book(Spiritual goal:read a SB per mth)
3)spent time with God
4)rise up & take up more responsibilities in Jol

the reason why my blog titled " privilege" is because on sat while worshipping the Lord..i felt that its really really a privilege to serve Jesus...so i begin to tell the Lord its a privilege to serve Him as a cgl..i dont want to come to place where i am so familiar with God that i think that He needs me more than i NEED HIM(which i think i really need Him...to those who are reading..YOU Need Him too)its all worth it just to serve Him ,its all worth sacrificing for Him..JESUS I LOVE YOU..
nothing matters when You here with me,in the end just to hear You say WELL DONE..!

MY prayer:
use me, rise me up...i will be the woman you always wanted me to be!!
i will be so sensitive to You at all times.. wanting for You to speak to me.
if theres anything in my life doesn t please You..You give me yr strength to change it..YOU must increaseand i will decrease.Love You.
prayer request: i need a east cg house this fri 7.30pm .Thank you God!

my LOVE language!!

2007-08-20T21:03:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages
Your primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results
Quality Time: 10
Acts of Service: 9
Receiving Gifts: 7
Words of Affirmation: 4
Physical Touch: 0

THANKSgiving...!

2007-08-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

we learnt that its impt to give thanks to God...
it is part of the spiritual disciplines we need to have...

for the past few days,

1)lost my wallet in the bus on fri after cg.
BUT Found it on sat....indeed God works in ways we cannot see..

2)went to hong kong cafe yesterday(sun) with same gal frds , left my bag on the spotlight(at the back of our seats)...after a while..my bag was burned...and my mbrs caculator(jia rong) was burned too...melted...But thank God..everything that is in my bag remains the same except the caculator..but the calulator is working..ha ha ah except it dosent look the same compare to the first time i borrowed from rong..

3)went to school today to study, one of my friends has not even study finished...taught me most of questions...Thank God for frds.. some of my frds left at botu 6.30. so left with two of my guy frds.
one of that guy A is really good in his studies,always seek to help us...so i ask him to teach me one question(carry about 10marks in tmr s exam) before we leave.
so he taught me...cut the story short..he forgots part of it..then i went to the other table where my other class frds was sitting(not really close with them). ask one of smart guy B(why? cause he scored 100/100 for our common test..ha ha ha).Got his notes,wanted to copied down but ended up our sch food court closing/.=[)

conversation begin while walking out of the foodcourt:

I(margaret):how ah? i have not copied the solution,then i cant revise...

guy A replied:then work it out yrself...

I:huh,cannot ..no time...how?? will guy B gives me his solution paper?
(i am sure God heard it!)

guy A:no response

I:okay ,nvm..dun think he will give it to me cause he needs to study too..then how i dun have the solution..

guy A:okay i write out for you..

I:okokie...(in my heart) yes, this is wat i wanna hear from you...ha ha h

just when i wanted to return the paper to guy B ,he said:i dun need it..you can have it..i was like//..yeah thank you thank you...

4)three wks ago, i suppose to go for a open book test..but was sick..so went home to see doctor and got a mc..and one wk ago needs to hand up the same module project.
remember i was studying in sch just now at my sch foodcourt..so i went to buy ice coffee(tonight burning midnight oil),the saw my another gruops of frds...then we chat a bit..so they reminded me about the test and the project that supposed to be done by last wk/...(i forgot about it)...then they kept on pouring "cold water" saying i am gonna fail this module and etc..then i said :okay nvm..dun wanna tok to you guys liao..so bad..but in my heart i know that there got to be a solution/..
like i always did...called up my teacher.

conversation:
I:HELLO teacher,margaret here..i supposed to take a test three wks ago but i was sick...how?

Teacher:okay lor,take tmr>>>>

I:okokie sure..(God is good),then the project i have not hand it up too..

Teacher: okay lor..hand up tmr...

so moral of the FOUR incidents

[GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME
ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD]
God never fails us////

do keep me in yr prayers havign exams tmr ,thurs and next tue?///

Chasing Donkeys!

2007-08-17T08:14:00.000+08:00

wow...its so early ..good morning...!!
know why i woke up so early and decided to blog cause yesterday drank a cup of ice coffee during my supper with xiu and reagan(opp xiu's house coffeeshop) ..then went xiu house..chat a bit then i went to prepared sermon for my cgm later on..
so mbrs,prepare for a great cg/!
only slept for one hr and cant really sleep..the coffee must be really really strong..ha ha ha =p

anyway, i am so grateful to God for His word n faithfulness!

few days back on sunday,went to bbd and Dr.a.r bernard shared a word with us after our main course at ritz carlton...
the food was okay but it dosent really matter cause the word matters to me more...ha ha ha /
was really impacted by what pst said bout chasing donkeys(doing our daily stuff) thats why God sets us up and gives us oppotunities....so it motivated me to go through my daily life without complaining and asking God to give me more opptunites when God already plan to set us up when we are "chasing our donkeys"...
as a result of me chasing donkeys, i got blessed fiancially and in my ministry*heart desire*....indeed God knows our heart's desire and always ready to bless us...thank you Lord for all the good things..! i will be faithful in chasin donkeys...

1 cor 2:9
"eye has not seen, nor ear heard,nor have entered into the heart of man the things God has prepared for those who LOVE Him.."

i need You

2007-08-06T03:58:00.001+08:00

My song to you,Lord.....
You capture my heart.

filled with His presence

2007-08-06T03:52:00.000+08:00

wow...it was an awesome 3days of fop!
prasie n worship was great........
but more than that every night's word by pst phil was so good...
simple but yet so impactful....
the 3 days was really having a relationship with Him,worshipping Him and making room for Him.Because the fact of the matter is many many many times we dont make room for Him in our life...Just busy with our own stuff...maybe for me it can be ministry:meeting,fellowshipping,counselling,discipling and many more....if we make room for ministy n other things that occupied our lives...but how bout the one that had brought you out from darkness,stayed through with you when you are at yr lowest,always stay faithful when you are faithless and pour out His unconditional Love towards you.
i was very "happy" n filled in e spirit on fri after fop and after doing some stuff,took some time in the morning worshipping n connecting(not just prayer list) with Him.It was a touched from heaven...felt so good and recharged..and also falling in love with Him even more..

My prayer (a song from "chc breakaway"album)
CAME HERE IN SILENCE
BOWING IN REVERENCE
WHISPERS OF LOVE
NOTHING ELSE MATTERS
TO BE IN YOUR PRESENCE
JUST WORLD'S APART
I STAND IN AWE
IN WONDER OF YOU
YOUR MAJESTY
ANCIENT AND GLORIOUS
THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD
AND YOU LIVE IN ME
YOU CAPTURED MY HEART
YOU SET ME APART
I NEED YOU
I NEED YOU IN ME
COME AND BREATHE UPON ME
SPIRIT HOLD ME CLOSE WITHIN
I'LL WAIT ON YOU
AS YOU PASS ON THROUGH
I'LL WAIT ON YOU
FOR YOUR TOUCH ANEW

Rhema word

2007-08-02T19:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to sherin 's cg to evaluate.
in between the worship,she got the mbrs to hear a word from the Lord.
(i think its really good...this wk when i go back to my cg..i am going to ask my members to hear from the Lord too..)
so it was very effective,the Lord gave me a word too.

Mar,

Give and do with what you have.
Many become much when you place in My hands.

Love,
God

I was very encouraged n determined to use with what i have.
The mbrs that i have , i am going help,teach n disciple them and let them be the best.
The finances that i have, i am going give it to the Lord(knowing that he will mulitply it)
The talent(gift of gap) that i have, i am going to use it and be a blessing to ppl.
The family memebers and friends that i have, i am going to love them as how Jesus loves me.
The education that i have, i am going to study the best i know how.

words that melted my HEART at that moment!=]

2007-07-27T03:18:00.000+08:00

jUST share this for fun..ha ha ha ...
was chatting with my member andy...
so i was encouraging him about the things that he is going through..
so the converstion goes like this:

mar:btw you can go read isa 43:18-19 its for you
because after reading yr blog about wat happened yesterday
hope you will be encourage
andy:wah thx
mar:i tag at yr blog too
andy:i replied hahaha
mar:oh since you said its the first time i tag yr blog
so gonna save it.....
save it,double n triple save it
ha ha ha
andy:haha,
save in my heart is worth all of tat rite?

after hearing those words from andy:
save in my heart is worth all of tat rite?

i was so touched...then laughing in front the comp(dunno why)

its like telling God, let yr words be save in my heart...so that i will not sin..

(sorry readers, i am too spiritual..everything can relate back to God ha ha ha )
everything its comman grace....=]

Rhema word!

2007-07-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

Nothing is impossible
Isa 54:1-3
Take a step of FAith,take up more things!
Anointing to raise up LEaders..
W312--->BREAKTHROUGH,DISCIPLESHIP,HUNGER FOR THE THINGS OF GOD!

Lord,thank you for speaking to me....
i acknowledge you as my Lord n savior..
guide me everyday of my life,in everything that i do...
i will lean on You more...
i will arise n do wat you have called me to do!

mAr=]

Stay with YOU...

2007-07-26T04:18:00.001+08:00

A day in yr courts is better than elsewhere...

WeLcoMe....!!

2007-07-26T03:48:00.000+08:00

welcome to my blog...
so excited .this is my first blog!!
do take time to read my post...
ha ha ha..=]